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| Well, on the plus side, I haven't done anything illegal, nor am I ever planning to. I have no police record. An officer could bust into my house any moment and they'll have nothing. No obscene material, no kidnapped victims, no drugs, not even a fire hazard. Not trying to brag, but I strive to be the best role model I can be. However, my paranoia is so bad that I'm scared someone will see how clean I am and then think I'm trying to hide something and then will spread a rumor that will ruin my whole life. I have nightmares about this sort of thing. I wake up crying, and I can't breathe. I have anxiety attacks and I end up staying in doorz the rest of the day out of fear. It's tough to live this way sometimes. |