my brother

Somehow I found his way out. He is the patriarch of our family now that my dad has been gone these last several years. I am so proud of him period he makes money trading options on the stock market. He also owns like three businesses. It wasn't always like that used to be he struggled just to keep his electricity bill paid. I keep hoping and praying that I'm going to make it out somehow period that I can somehow be of some use to somebody. I've been crashed out for much of the day. I don't know how they do it but it seems like the girls in my family have somehow sensed that I'm not doing well. They came by here and knocked on the door but I was out of it. Then they went to my gal Pals house and talk to her then I got a text from one of my nieces who told me I had to a certain time to respond or they were going to call the police and send them over here. I'm really not well guys. I mean for real. Any of you who pray please pray for me period Please please. I'm in over my head.