There are three empty fifth bottles as well as an empty pint bottle laying on the floor in front of me right now there is also a 3/4 full fifth in a bag in front of me as well. I'm going to go have to go into the hospital there's no doubt in my mind at this point. I can't keep drinking like this this shit is going to kill me. Even the other old guys around here tell me that I have a very high tolerance. These are people who have been drinking for the Republic freaking lives. I don't even get drunk anymore it seems like. I can drink and drink and drink and I used to think that is so cool but now it's just awful it's terrible my mental health is suffering my body is suffering and having these Brown liver spots popping out all over my arms and shit. This is the second time I will have been through this period I went into delirium tremens the last time and almost died. When they got me to the hospital they considered my condition critical and now I've gotta $2,300 bill that I can't pay. God knows bro people who think drinking is cool just don't know where it leads it's as simple as that. |