Maybe I will find a group with some long term recovery in it instead of choosing a group just because it is a ten minute drive from where I live. I do not want to slam any groups, but angry men attract other angry men, and I really am not that angry these days for the most part. Maybe this unfounded paranoia of mine is a sign that I need to be around healthier people and be more selective when finding a sponsor instead of taking the first guy I saw who was looking for spondees. Recovery is difficult when one's acquaintances are always upset over something, and according to them, it is never their fault. That used to be me. I have moved on past that stage. Now I have to find others who have outgrown that bullshit. I want to chill with the winners. Heh. |