I am not a huge fan of being a rumor mill target. Especially after my 12-step sponsor falls off the wagon completely and talks too much while intoxicated. Meh. While I am not a pariah, I have noticed people looking at me differently after my now ex-sponsor broke a cardinal rule of sponsorship. None of this involved admissions of illegal activity. Because there never was any on my part to begin with. Still a stigma attached. I am pretty certain that most people are more pissed at my ex-sponsor for leaking the info. Still, I don't know how to put the cat back in the bag. I have just been discrediting that cunt's words based on whatever the fuck he was on when he just could not shut the fuck up. Guys like him give 12-stepping an atrocious name. |