They may actually mean nothing to you, hah, but if you've read my other post a little lower about his birthday, you'd see how I feel for him. Knowing him since his birth....when he was little, he'd wake up from his nap and he would look at all of us with a confused look... But eventually he'd recognize me, and get the biggest grin on his face. At that young of an age, before his thoughts could be formed into words, he loved me. At my age, I didn't know how deep my feelings would be for him. He was just that little guy who climbed on top of me and such. I didn't know how to act back then. Now when I see him, all I want to do is hold him in my arms for the whole day. But it feels weird...such is the way our society works, hah. I don't want it to feel weird...for him or myself. |