Thanks for the suggestions. I would like to do many of those things, but that's like asking someone to become a martyr. Am I likely to accomplish anything? Will I benefit from my own work? And how fucked am I if I don't? It seems more like a final statement to publish my projects, followed by suicide. I'm sure it would help the pedo acceptance movement though. I have tried dating adults, men and women. It doesn't seem to be possible in any traditional sense. I can't fake passion, and physical intimacy grosses me out. It's not good for either party involved. I don't know if others have had similar experiences, but it's disturbing to try to force myself to date. It's true that I can be attracted to young people over the AoC on rare occasion, but 18 year olds? There may have been three in my entire life. It really doesn't seem like a viable alternative to me. And "lots and lots" of sex isn't even my goal anyway. Sexuality is a necessary component to intimacy, but I'm not looking for a hole to stick my dick in. We don't deal with shackles and whips like traditional slaves, but at least slaves are allowed to love each other. I can't pretend to know what it feels like to be a slave, but I would gladly trade places with one if it meant that I could freely love boys. Also, in reference to racial slavery, it is a major benefit to them that they were discriminated against based on something visible like skin color. Pedophiles are invisible and the extent of our suffering is unknown. Is there much of a difference in how society viewed slaves and how pedos are viewed? I don't think so. We're both considered subhuman. We have no rights. The only difference is that pedos are safe as long as they (successfully) pretend not to be pedos. |