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Hi again Martir, silly that you have a limit on your posts! Thanks for saying well done for my survival, not that I am trying to sound cocky or bigheaded but it was not easy. I was arrested on suspicion of voyerism but nothing was proved because I did nothing for my own sexual gratification, I was cautioned for level 1 indecent images, hence the epic title of Sex Offender, I wear the badge with honour, not... I am interested in joining lifeline but as a volunteer, because I want to be online for our European posters. I will try to help and give advice as much as possible, and I can proudly say that I have had many boys in my life, although only one would be considered as special in my eyes. I held him many times, hugged him when he cried, he either sat on my lap or no lap at all, he kissed my cheek, told me that he loved me, cried when I left the room for my lunch. We even had a name for the day, as both of my days at work were when he was in, he called it Flower Day. We would always pick random flowers in the garden and pick ladybirds, he would try to put them in the pot but I would say no :) I walked through reception one day, when the kids were waiting to come in, he said "Is it going to be Flower Day today? I replied "Always." Regardless if I am a pedophile or not, is it not obvious that this boy was benefiting from the friendship we had?I know this post might be a little revealing in the terms of activities, but I no longer see him and to be honest, how much children pick flowers and ladybirds? :D If I am to join BC, would I be safe enough if I were to boot from a live cd, then use Tor (is Tor available on Linux?)? |