Society is sick

I always kind of knew that i liked boys, though i did have some interactions with gurls when i was a pre teen. However during my teen years, i knew that young boys were my primary attraction, and i struggled a lot with that, it was kinda scary, and 'why me?'. That is until i found BC when i was around 19, and finally knew i was not alone, and i was not a monster. Do you think you are socially awkward around other adults? I do find it hard sometimes to interact socially with them, and many times i avoid contact with the adult world, preferring to go it alone. However if a BL is to have YFs, you do need to have the parents on your side, so it is always good to go out of your way to be friendly with the parents, maybe having a drink with Dad or a chat with the mom. Otherwise you may just come across as a creepy perv who wants to have his way with the son! Yeah i mean our attraction as BLs is the same as hetero and homo, we have the same needs and desires for love and affection and caring etc etc I hate that most of my interaction now with boys is just seeing them from afar, because i so long to get to know them, or take them out for a meal, a movie, tell them i love them..you know, all the steps a hetero guy would do when wooing a woman. But of course that road is just not open to us, it would only end in disaster so we have to keep that part hidden, even if we are lucky enough to have the boy as a friend. Society, instead of encouraging the hysteria around pedos, should wake up and see that there are far more pertinent threats to children around. The problem of school bullying; physical and psychological abuse by unfit parents; murder of kids by their own parents (one a week in the UK). Yet it is always the stories about the pedos that grab the headlines. Most people are just hypocrites and don't have a clue and want to look down their noses at somebody...it's sick really. OOps, sorry for my long post, rant over!