You want to engage in activities which you find of a sexual nature, with boys around a certain age. While by society's layman standards you are a pedophile. If you want to get into a little more detail you are infact define as an ephebophile. Most people have no idea what this is ... so you are just a pedophile to them, unless you meet some pretty smart people, often they will be other fellow pedophiles or some sorta 'professional'. Now the 'sexual activities' which I defined earlier are what is called fetishes. These are really pretty strange to me, but I believe, it is what happened to you as you was undergoing the process of sexual imprinting(Google search it, if you like). This also determines your orientation(preference if you want to play the psychology's social games, you cannot legally discriminate sexual orientation, but you can preference) as well, your attraction to boys. Just my humble opinion. |