I could give you that would solve your state of mind right this minute. Yes, a lot of responses to your post are likely to contain sugary and idiotic replies from people with no clue of what you speak. Someone once posted here (I can't remember who) that a BL shouldn't rely on boys for their own happiness. What exactly you find other than boys in which you find happiness can only be answered by you. That's a simple rule to live by that gives you something to ponder over. There are no fast answers or solutions and that's reality. |