If you have yourself enjoyed and tasted the forbidden fruits, then sated and living with the memory and knowledge of what is denied many, you can then preach from a pulpit of authority and superiority. I know what it is you desire and must not have, verily for I have known it, and it is a sin. Those of us that have never been to that secret place will always be longing and questioning the unknown. Some of us cannot control this desire and regardless of personal danger seek the tree of knowledge. Some of us will shut that door hard, slammed and locked for ever. Sometimes we take a surreptitious look through the keyhole, and see movement. Pale smooth skin (or dark if that is to your taste!) flitting past the door the rustle of linen, hear the cries of love, the smell of passion. We just walk away tears burning our eyes and carry on as best we can. Surrounded by the real world of others who enjoy their lives openly in relationships ordained by society as normal and allowed, be they Homo or Hetero. We are seen as outcasts, now even by those who could have accepted us once in the past. Being a BoyLover for me; equates to living in times where the law was dictated by those who could read the Latin bibles, the masses could not read so were denied knowledge and lived subjugated. I feel at times subjugated and to be preached at by people such as Ronnie makes it all the harder. |