We are all a little different, but

basically quite similar enough to relate in significant ways. If I see a girl that is in the 10 to 13 range, I get feelings that I don`t really think that I`m going to have. Boys, 90% that are around that age are smooth and have this fuzzy stuff that I crave. I had a stepson that was wiry and also quite smooth and silky. When I met, I think I became his new toy. Like a lot of 5yr olds, he love to climb and jump on me. To the dismay of his mom(my girlfriend), I liked the kids more than her. Not likely to miss an opportunity, she saw it as a virtue. We both loved T, and as long as I acted as a big brother, she saw it as what it was: a man and a boy interacting. We stayed close until he was about 17. I like a femme boy sometimes, as long as it is not too much. I guess I`m not really gay either, because some of the boys I spent time with were interested in sex, but often liked to be in denial and this worked for me. Sex with a boy was not going to happen. The one girl in my life that nearly got me in trouble was my step-daughter. She relished the thought of getting me more interested in her than her mother. I was not good looking, but the plan was to see how much a 14 yr old could gain a place in my life, and possibly creating some jealousy between her and her mother. Call it a miracle, but I felt it was not right. Several yrs later she was the focus of an iquiry by legal authourities. Yeah, she told them that I was a stinker, but didn`t do anything. If there is a God up there he blessed me more than once. Lup I loved a boy once. He loved me. I`m not able to describe a thing so good.