Marmotmail is gone now, right?

Maybe this has been talked about before, but I've been out of the loop for a while (so many boys, so little time, ha ha). I like to check in on BC sometimes. It's been months since I checked my email though and I can't find it. It was at marmotmail.com or maybe marmotmail.org. I thought it was a pretty good spot, BL friendly and all. If you are reading this and are mad at me for not replying, I'm sorry man. I kept checking back to see if it was back, but it has been a long time and I never see it and I am starting to think it went away. Or else I'm retarded and I completely forgot the url. On a related note: Has anyone made a list of email companies that are good for us to use? I know google is shit. I can't even use that with Tor. I need that dark mask guy to come on here and school an old man. Dark mask guy, where are you?