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I plead guilty...

Posted by French Frog on 2024-April-25 16:15:09, Thursday
In reply to Steven who? posted by coonigan on 2024-April-25 05:17:59, Thursday

My heart has certainly hardened over time. I remember the first BL I've known who's committed suicide. A very young BL, both smart and kind. I was devastated by the news. As soon as I saw his goodbye message on the board (not here, another one), I made every possible effort to find a way to contact him or discover his location. I felt ready to take considerable risks in order to save his life. To do things that may have sent me to jail for years. Yes, that was my mindset back then.

And now? Well, I've read Steven's message and the replies he got, and just thought: well, there is nothing I can do for him, and I have nothing more to say. So, I just skipped it and turned to other activities. I mean, how many such messages have I seen over the years? I just don't feel like I'm able to give some significant support anymore, I have little energy and spirit left for that. On this topic, sadly, my heart seems to have been taken away by the ones among us who left this world too early.

Lots of happy boys to you,

FF

French Frog
mi lon. mute mije lili kin li lon.
o sina kute e mi, mi ala wile, pilin pona mi li anpa e pilin ante.


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