I only saw one yesterday, cause I only went downstairs and outside just to smoke, and went nowhere else. A real doll that kid was! Today I went shopping, I went to a busy shopping street, then to a huge shopping mall - cute boys everywhere! Didn't get to talk to any, though. My life? Pretty much fucked... you trust the wrong people (you HAVE to trust people SOMETIMES) and they'll turn around and fuck you , won't they? You have several contingency plans ("He's my friend, and owes me a lot of favors !" -- then he doesn't come through when you need him most...) or another, ("Don't worry, you can depend on me if you have a problem!" But then you CAN'T). So you solve a crisis by spending a big chunk of money ("Don't worry - you can store your stuff there for a week!" Then he makes it only five days, and then says "If you don't move it by the fifth day, I'll throw it all into the garbage!" What a "friend" that is! And he still needs my help for some important things! Hmm... I'll have to think about that... Well, lots of shadenfreud for anyone reading this post! I'm fucked -- more hemorrhaging of money to fix the LATEST problem. Typing this one finger at a time -- using my mobile phone because my computer isn't working. LESSON LEARNED: Never be nice to people, hoping they'll be nice back. They probably won't be. They often will then fuck you, too, with a big smile on their face! I'm so stupid sometimes... :-/ M. Well at least I've got a few friends here, right? Fat chance of THAT... Go ahead, my back is to you... take a stab at it! |